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Celebrity Crush

by Shoos Off

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1.
I turn my radio on but got the programmer's voice in my head Singing "baby you gone if you don't give me what I'm needing instead Of what you're feeling cuz your feelings is dead to me" he said I believe in myself Define my own wealth With hardly a check that don't bounce but oh well Ungodly as hell You gossiping all about their riches Complaining bout the hand you were dealt But that's not good for your health And the pressure it gets to you How many lefts did you make? How many bets do you have to take Before you learn to survive? And now that you found me come get me now I'm holing up In a town that don't get me now you're pulling up Be around just don't let me take Take too much of your time And my pockets are light but don't sweat me I'm not folding up Just the type that won't let me I'm too old to keep not showing up When the hoping turns to coping And the whole thing turns to mush Some nights I'm right beside you I say the the things you like Just hold on for another night So I took your love back Usually don't trust that God gave you the brains all I got was a mustache And if it's all the same to you can we still hang? It's feeling all right And I just fade into while you're still racing going all night And now that you found me come get me now I'm holing up In a town that don't get me now you're pulling up Be around just don't let me take too much of your time And my pockets are light but don't sweat me I'm not folding up Just the type that won't let me I'm too old to keep not showing up Someday you're gonna freak out about it You say you're gonna reach out I doubt it But when you get home you never seem too much better Say you won't ever be enough for me And I can't even see how Things they differ much now But we're backing it up Back to laughing it's all fine Just pass me the Catch the action it's showtime
2.
It feels like we're staying I'm all over you But my hands are still shaking my eyes are still glued Love you incessantly harder to choose When you finish I'm spinning You might have consumed it love (it starts) But we can't get enough of each other And you, my God I won't break from time under you Inside I'm gonna take your mind up like two more dials Ride on through And I ain't gonna take your money I just can't pay the rent And I'm feeling kinda fuzzy What you going out to get? And I ain't gonna break your heart girl If I haven't yet And I haven't yet Don't take it too slow baby The time's right now Put your phone down We're still talking through this Still getting through this thing Gotta get my We still talking through this Still getting through And I need you If it don't seem like that I can't reach you (no) But you're still waving back As I recall it You look the same in my wallet In that tiny frame and it's true that things fall away And I ain't gonna take your money I just can't pay the rent And I'm feeling kinda fuzzy What you going out to get? And I ain't gonna break your heart girl If I haven't yet And i haven't yet I knew your heart was broken open from the start I knew your love would love would last forever girl you fell apart I knew your heart was broken open from the start I thought our love would last forever
3.
Too Late 05:15
I know i'm about to say a few things That I might later regret but I'm thinking it's too late We're saying it's too late And I flip backward into you too late And you get caught up thinking about it every day And now I just float on in my ride Back and forth too much every week Every now and again I think If it fills your pockets I'm still amazed You ask for me by name When you could just hang on A little while now if you think about how I'll fall apart on you It'll never get easier to do But shit it's getting too late I thought I'd get used to you by now I caught the matinee I spotted Natalie Portman Like "aw no damn that's crazy" And you just hopped up on them shits lately And I'm just feeling slim And if I think about it too much you got to You might have just saved ourselves some time I might have just saved ourselves some time No now it's getting too late And we getting you straight We getting you used to doing nothing Getting you straight Getting you laced We getting you used to doing nothing Getting you straight While I had to let that go You're finally free To stay around there's too much Too much talk in this town We talk until we fall asleep It's getting too late You think about Your life and how You're wondering now why you can't get out But it's getting too late It's getting too late It's getting too late baby I'm thinking I might have used all of your shine I think I might have Lost all my shine No and it's getting too late We're getting too fucked up of late You might have left me behind You might have left me behind But it's not too late And we getting you straight Oh we getting you used to doing nothing Oh and it's getting too late And we getting you straight We getting you Used to doing nothing And it's getting too late
4.
I know it feels like you're stuck Always (a little softer now) Oh but you gotta get up You gotta get up now Floating through hallways And this is a moment that you gotta give yourself up Losing your cool ain't good enough You just a play thing and I'm just a girl What have you done? And what have you? Yeah baby I'm adjusting
5.
Look she wants your heart it's almost Too much to believe in at times I'm leaving in 5 I got things I need to do But a couple hours later I'm still sitting next to you I appreciate your candor all the things that make you blue I'm ready when you ready I'm there in two And as I'm pulling in the driveway I smile for the first time in a few Cuz I'm feeling like "where ya been?" You wanna love me? there's a long line Sentimental (we) Sentimental (eek) Cuz I'll admit that i'm wrong a tenth time I burned a bridge and a beat Flying high Sentimental (as if I'm) Sentimental And Oh that's for god damn sure The copper got him he's a bad man you say (uh huh) I've heard that before We kiss in that bar seat And you leave with some guy But you know you can call me anytime Get up and keep kicking while you can You got rid of the rest of em You got rid of the rest of em Now go on keep kicking while you can And in a minute I'll just conversate with someone new And you’re not in it but I'd say it's a decent enough play And it's a nice time of night And I'm just feeling all right And I'm just feeling all of everything With my name flying around your mouth My heartbeat in a crowd My vanity gonna flush me out But you grab my hand and now I'm losing I'm losing But I'm through with it now I'm cruising slow moving But I'm cool with it now
6.
Cameras 03:18
Come on in There ain't no place for me Took all my pride to say goodbye You just been chasing me Now in my latest state of mind You've been a vacancy There ain't no way to hide what I See as you hating me described Habits and blatancies and lies You paid to look surprised Now that you played me for a guy Who'd be a wait and see Now that you're making me cry Don't mind me asking Calling you back When there's nothing left to do Don't mind me tracking Instead of calling you back When there's nothing left to do And how would I even know? (don't mind me asking, calling you) And I swear we'll make the front page one day Always running late on the runway With some plain clothes and some punchlines In the rain clouds or the sunshine And you're all mine And I could do without abbreviating Everything and anything you say to me it means everything In many ways I'll send this thing up As we go on if I mess it all up At least you know you're not wrong and I Don't mind me laughing on calling you back When there's nothing left to do And how would I even know? (giving it up to you) Oh how would I even know? (giving it up to you boy) Oh how would I even know? (living it up with you, living it up with you boy) Don't mind me flashing cameras Calling you back
7.
Last Forever 03:33
It took a long while to settle in To your new settings and they're waiting For your statement before you go I hope the feelings last forever baby but we both know This ain't the place to show it And I know the real don't last forever baby so we let go But some nights I never know it at all I know i'm the source of your frustrations I caught you looking back at me Say you don't need shit because you're grown now We've been hiding and rolled out on the street now I hope the feelings last forever baby but we both know This ain't the place to show it And I know the real don't last forever baby so we let go But some nights i never know it at all I'm just trying to make it up to you friend I'm just trying to make it up to you You bought your waistline You wore it out You got your face done And you're comfortable up in it If only for a minute Solidarity barely in my peaceful place Three c's & clarity no charity case Momentarily baked bun In the oven a son Maybe double but the cuddle stay one hundred and one Take the lovin and run-off Fall on some soft Something to rub off no love lost A lot gained Came saw and conquered Knocked the wheels off the bed frame
8.
Daja 01:59
And I'm hearing all the talk you the baddest on the block Got the saddest kinda love when it's all about a rock And I'm open for a bit but I'm closing If you're splitting the tab with all your friends so add it up again So Addy you loved all you hated You wanna just disown me so you waited Up to tell me all about it couldn't salvage anymore Of the feelings that you doubted Would have left you You were sure Or I hear it Quit disappearing And I'm hearing all the talk you just standing on the dock And I'm planning on just landing wherever I can stop And I'm choking up a bit but the moment that I get To the part before the end I turn it off again And I'm hearing all the talk you the baddest on the block Got the saddest kinda love when it's all about a rock And I'm open for a bit but i'm closing if You're splitting the tab with all your friends so add it up again I guess I'm rolling I guess we're holding on I guess I'm hiding I guess I'm high I guess I'm going alone But you gonna catch me Holding on
9.
And this is it I'm caught in the midst Of you explaining your emotions While I stare at my wrist Ain't it a trip To fall out of this? It seems like we've been here before I swear the more I resist You insist And it's hardly a wish But go and find someone and leave me You don't need me like this it's hard I admit But you're hardly convinced But go and find someone and leave me You don't need me I hope they're leaving I'm so mad believe it and there's no damn reason to stay is it enough? I know it's love and I'm struck But you proclaiming I'm amazing While you're breaking it up I got a problem As you're clenching your fist Getting benched in a fit Getting bent out on it The rumor stuck It's all embarrassing Aw who cares? Ain't it all futile philandering? I'm falling handling it Heartache sanded with heart in hand And thats love I hope they're leaving I'm so mad believe it And there's no damn reason to stay
10.
Miles 01:30
All that groaning and clucking Hoping they find you safe I notice anytime I need you you're miles away And you embarrassed by your blushing But in the morning you're lovely Frozen in time to stay And in a minute I'll be less than a mile away I know you need me there I'm rushing And we don't act the same But no thought to blame each other Know we'll fight and then recover Got a light you could spare? And I'm gone more than ever But won't say I'll never be yours For too much longer baby You'll see my hair growing out And on those longer drives You tell me I'm not slowing down And you're too honest girl I'll probably stop drinking now And now you're so rarely trusting Saying you're fine today It may get easier but nothing can stay the same It's not so easy but it's something
11.
Aju 02:55
Oh and I And I gots it I know! Oh you keep playing with me but I gots it I know Oh you keep playing You know when one thing leads to another (it leads to) Oh and I hope that we can recover (because we need to) Because you know it's always good Always yeah Because you know it's always good Always yeah I got delivered right before the winter And I laid down on my mouth I got some sun in turned me to a pumpkin And I'm passed out on the couch I'm counting 10 alligators til he's in the papers And the foreman lashing out Oh the cod and the capers The maze and the maker And the mailman's in the house Made a promise that you could get better on your own And I wish Oh I wish to stay up as long as I need And I wish Oh I wish to stay up (it's all I want) You know when one thing leads to another (it leads to) Oh and I hope that we can recover (because you need to) Because you know it's always good Always yeah Because you know it's always good Always yeah And I've been living above my limit On the right side of the implicit They say to get in where you fit in They say to get (get in) But I just can't seem to find Any frame of mind best suited for me Any frame of mind And I've been around too long Stuck out indiscrete Flying down the road I've been lying you've been told Did we stop trying long ago? Oh but you drop by and You know how things go You know when one thing leads to another (it leads to) Oh and I hope that we can recover (because you need to) Because you know it's always good Always yeah Because you know it's always good Always yeah
12.
I got a call from your brother He said everything's cool My only problem's that I'm kinda slowing you down So he don't really like it when I'm around Oh no he don't really like it And I got a call from your sister She's in charge of the house I feel it every time I come over and I got a call from your mom She's thinking about sending you off Don't get no reason just that someone's at the door I'm thinking that you're right I'm thinking that we're overwhelmed in everlasting light I'm thinking that you're overwhelmed you'll be forever last I hear you're all the rage in Boston I hear the boulevards asleep tonight Turn me up some! I know that nothings ever feeling all right If you could turn me up some It took me too damn long to just get out of my own way Out of my own way It took me so damn long to just get out of my own way Out of my own Oh I got a call and she's always late But the phone don't ring much at all these days I think that everyone I know could all be great I get you all mixed up behind your phony shades I'm thinking that you might I'm thinking that we're overwhelmed in everlasting light I'm thinking that you're overwhelmed you'll be forever last I hear you're all the rage in Boston I hear the boulevards asleep tonight Turn me up some! I know that nothings ever feeling all right If you could turn me up some Oh turn me up! I finally jump and drop that bookie I'm driving up there And I'm on air with a long stare like "I'm too busy when you call" yeah She finally jump and drop that bookie I'm driving up there And I'm on air with a long stare like I'm too busy when you call And it rarely ever rains that's an A minus You're so square they found your frame still in tact And I'm fully out my way got no head sinus Pressures off in fact She trusted you enough (oh oh oh) Discussed with you enough (it ain't right) It's so bad you just stuck saying bye That ain't bye no I know that it's almost over Fly in anyway! I'm riding anywhere you go You know I'm trying anyway I'm flying anywhere you go You know I'm trying anyway You rarely ever speak you try To try to remind me The rent goes up and we closed up I finally jump and drop that bookie I'm driving up there And I'm on air with a long stare like "I'm too busy when you call" yeah She finally jump and drop that bookie I'm driving up there And I'm on air with a long stare like I'm too busy when you call yeah
13.
Long Gone 01:29
And I'm going on without you I've been broken all along And I've been holding on without you But I'm long gone Yeah yeah And I've spoken up about you You're the reason for this song And I'm hoping that without you I'll be strong Oh yeah (And I will go on) I'll start breathing When you stop needing me If we keep seeing each other now Tied to a t And I'm going on without you I've been broken all along And I've been holding on without you But I'm long gone

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released October 9, 2017

engineered & produced by scott zschomler
mixed by scott zschomler & patrick killeen
additional production by jason chang & patrick killeen
mastered by howie weinberg

tracks 2,3,5,11,12 & 13 written by patrick killeen and scott zschomler

track 1 written by patrick killeen, gabriel soriano & scott zschomler

track 7 written by patrick killeen, david grantham & scott zschomler

tracks 6 & 9 written by patrick killeen & jason chang

tracks 4,8 & 10 written by patrick killeen

patrick killeen - vocals, keyboards, bass, programmed drums
scott zschomler - bass, guitar, keyboards, programmed drums
jason chang - keyboards, organ
gabe soriano - guitar, acoustic guitar, percussion, drums (12)
jacqueiline pablo - drums (5)
robi brown - bass (3, 11) guitar (12)
james hsu - trombone (10)

album art by derek kunimura & patrick killeen

special thanks to nikki alfonso for the pretty cursive <3

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